How frustrating it could be sometimes, just thinking of your existence. At times you wish you could just vanish from life without notice and everything remains normal like nothing happened, like you never existed. You don't want your family, friends, well wishers and acquaintances to mourn you or ever get to feel bad or feel like they lost someone, don't want to put anyone in distress but you know this isn't possible. Yet again, you feel bad at this same thought, feeling like you never even truly mattered to anyone initially. So, you just might try not minding their emotions and leaving anyway. And then again, you wish never to find yourself anywhere else if you leave, never want to be in existence again at all, no spirit world, no roaming in the current world as a spirit being, don't want to know what happens or will be happening after you've gone. Like just somehow wishing there was never you or never once you. You just want to go without feeling any pain, not b...
Great piece
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